i have an idea

well, i have an idea, i am starting another blog, but it will be totally diffrent from this one. i will also be promoting it on facebook, look for it later on today or tomarrow!!!!!

it's sunday

well it's sunday, and i had a really good idea to write about for this ol blog here, and then i totally forgot about it. ahahaha, just like me. :)



well not much happenin in the brain pan, so i will leave you with this

have a great rest of the day and i will see you next week

top 20

i have been thinking a lot about my top 20 movies, but it is hard, with so many good movies out there it is really hard to decide. i thought i might start with movies i don't like and see what happens, that will weed out the bad ones.

i will start with one i saw the other night, year one. now i like jack black and i like Michael cera, i think they are both good actors, but this movie was so stupid. so please, don't watch it. it was jack black playing his worst character, think shallow hal but worse. Michael cera played the same character he always plays it just wasn't all well written. i think that Michael cera could do so much better, someone needs to give the boy a better role. jack black, stick to voicing kids movies.


speaking of Michael cera i do love him in nick and norah's infinite playlist. that movie is really sweet. i love all the acting, and the girl who plays norah, kat dennings, she is wonderful. this movie will probably make my top 20. the music is great, i love the chemistry between the two leads, and the supporting are great. caroline, played by the blonde girl, sorry can't remember her name right now, i will check on that here in a bit, i love her. it had to be hard to play a drunk person for the whole movie, but she does such a good job at it. i love the part where she is at the bus station and talking to the guy who sells tickets, and she sneezes, and her gum, oh that gum!, goes onto the window, well that is only the beginning of the grossness for the gum. but then she goes on to tell him how she was kidnapped, and balls deep! "sounds fun, but not always, sometimes it's scary" so funny, if you haven't watched you should.

well that is it for today............ttys! :D teeth!

hearts and hugs

far too long

i have been away from this page for far too long. i know my last post said baisicly the same thing, but i am making an effort to write here every day now. it will be just my silly thoughts, and my promised movie reviews. plus i am working on my top 20 movies, as i have been watching quite a few lately. i am hoping that this blog will help me with my writers block, not really a block, just questioning my ability to write something worth reading. so hopefully i will find that here. i hope that even though no one really reads this, that i can work through my block or whatever it is, and come up with some really great stuff.

till later or tomarrow

hearts and hugs

oh it's been so long......................

oh i feel so bad for ignoring this blog for so long. i have wanted to write, but the insperation, the words, my feeling were just not there. i have been suffering from a bad case of the writers block, and i hoped to help myself out of it by writing every day, but all i did was ignore the problem, and so it became the elephant in the room with me. but last nite, i was laying down to go to sleep and i happened to be listing to beautiful by the smashing pumpkins (big suprise huh?) and it was like there was a brake in the wall........................................



the room was quiet, and i lay in bed, warm, comfortable, and listing to the smashing pumpkins, beautiful came on, and as soon as i heard billy's voice.......... the strangest thing happened, for about 2 seconds i was back in 1997, flashes of a sunny day, people i was with, and a feeling of pure happiness. in just a few notes my mind remembered things that i haven't thought about for years. when i bougt mcis, i listened to it almost non stop for the next few years. and most of my memories of late high school have a smashing pumpkins song from mcis attached to them. yes i listened to gish, sd, and pi, but it was mostly mc for me. and still is, when i am down i can put on tonight, tonight, and for a while, nothing else even matters.
but in those few fleeting moments i could feel the time....................and the time felt good.
alot of days i wish my life was as simple as it was back then. the days turn into months and the months into years, and i wonder where i am going. life takes us on a very strange path. i wonder where my path will lead??? and in ten more years when i listen to G.L.O.W. will i get the memory of sitting in front of my computer, on pins and needles wating to hear the studio version? or will i remember being in the palace with a great friend, hearing billy sing it to us for the first time, cause despite all of the live recordings i waited till louisville to hear it.
i want to be able to attach great memories from my life with smashing pumpkins songs, because smashing pumpkins have been such a big part of my life for most of my life. without thier music, i don't think i could be the person i am right now, and the person i strive to be everyday. and things are always better when your listing to sp. and to those who might not love sp as much as me, and might not understand why that band, that feeling, is so important to me, i say, just listen to the music, with no preconseptions, and tell me that it doesn't move you, it dosen't stir your feelings. if you can say that, i say that you have no soul.



so hopefully my two readers (yes natascha and sorrowclouds i am talking about you) will enjoy this little essay, and that anyone else who happens to stumble upon it will enjoy and if you haven't listened to sp lately, you should.

ok, todays post is about stealing and why it is bad

ok, stealing, it is bad, don't do it.

why you may ask am i talking about this. well the other day my sirus sat. radio was stolen. it was a christmas gift from my husband. and it was nice, i loved it. i could listen to good music or funny stuff, or listen to my fav girl next door, bridget. but alas no more. some dumb ass stole it.


but geuss what? i called sirus and they now know it is stolen. so when the dumb ass tries to set it up, well they will get a visit from the police.

haha

why do people feel the need to steal? i can understand people who need food stealing, if they have no money and are unable to get a job or in circumstances that prevent them from being able to get food any other way. but other than that no, stealing is bad.

but around here where i live drugs are a big problem, and most people do not have a job, so to suport thier drug habbit they steal to trade stolen stuff for drugs, or sell the stolen items and then go buy drugs. oh drugs and stealing are bad, don't do either.


ok so no stealing and don't do drugs. thanks.

hey there all you creative sp people

i hope you know who i am talking about.

well there is this little thing on spfreaks, my second home, so check it out!


http://forum.spfreaks.com/viewtopic.php?t=688